1 occupy everywhere
2 free all prisoners
3 pay for nothin
4 quit ur job
5 open hospitals
ACTIVELY AWAKE : 5 am to midnight
OIL PULL : early am 40 minutes, idk that i can do this but every other day
INTAKES:
citrus kombucha
raspberry lemon kombucha
kratom
1/2 cup water
11 pm almost hit the deck (i need to be able to be awake, in meditation for 12 hours and would not eat at all.)
ATE fridge leftovers : eggplant pasta, 1/2 avocado, scoop of beans, chocolate cupcake.
also, food bank hit so hard right when i quit eatin for why but a test?! the choice to hunger strike comes from not wanting to mask.
i mask that i am able-bodied, multi-talented, happy, a good parent, don’t have an eating disorder, the whole cptsd response of mammying. and tbh am tired of it. i wanna be a person with feelings too; my feet always hurt because someone needs to borrow my shoes and i trade for their shit ones like i am not still walkin. i dont wanna eat because i cant use the food bank (homies do for me, fuck id policies to eat) and because whole foods tackled another homie for tryin get me tinctures and because my kids wanna be vegan and i want them to grow and organic veggies cost too damn much for me to eat salad too.
i dont wanna eat because food is poison and i wanna live even tho im meant to die in this pit.
super tired and damaged pride, still asking for help.
because not asking for help has a trickle down effect.
mine killed people.
humility and open communication only save lives with consenting support systems.
hunger games as homework, cat moved in maybe — was around both dusk and dawn but wandered off somewheres. i hated when i blew up on diaryland but really need that type of clout right now.
judi bari talked to the feds because they gaslit her less than earth first! and that is a testament to the forest cops and their worthlessness.
i will not comply with their demands for information or seek solace for the isolation they helped cause. & just like last time — fuck a subpoena, an appearance or enough words for yall to call it alibi.
there is not a safe city to be black and trans in usa anarchy and it’s about time the former aunt jemima came out about the lies.
stats say no one has read this but if i quit getting treated like lucy parsons and someone write the damn letter then i could make some moves.
this username at protonmail.com
